Can I admit that I haven't been having the best start for 2011?
The new year started out with confusion and frustration for me. As much as I like to keep things optimistic, I also keep in mind that sometimes optimists can have it's rainy days.
It's not that I wanted to start 2011 with a bad start. It's just the way it happened.
Thoughout the 10 days so far, I took on many challenges and made many decisions; one was to stop cheerleading. Let me be honest here; cheerleading was something I didn't really want to do as much. It was basically me trying something new in hopes that maybe I would actually enjoy it. But those things don't work out that way. It soon came to the point where I was bored with it. Why do something that is just a waste of my time and make me bored? With me, it doesn't work that well.
Along with making the decision of giving up cheerleading, there have also been the struggles with finding my true friends. This has definitely been something I have been working on for a few months and feel like I'm not quite getting anywhere. It's not that I don't have friends; it's the whole confusion of whether they really accept me for who I am.
Aside from that, my grades are good, my family is awesome, and God is leading me to a great future right now. I just got to focus on what's important right now and God will do the rest. I'm excited for what He has in store for me.
Oh, before I go, my sister Kimmy is going into surgery for her knee on Thursday. Please keep her in your prayers.
Peace.Love.Happiness.Smiles.
SammyJane <3
Your right about trying to figure out who really is your true friend or not. I have a few good friends, but I can tell you that sometimes they can be hard to come by. The bible says that bad company corrupts good morals, but being in public school now days, its hard not to be in bad company (To put it plainly). God bless!!-Rachel
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