Satan, It's On!!

Can I just say that maybe, possibly... I am struggling with God right now?

Well, I can't really say that I am struggling with God, but with my relationship with God.

Yesterday was kinda a turning point for me in realizing my distance with God lately. I recently found a guy, who you can say is my boyfriend, and ever since, I was spending time with him and not with God. I haven't read the Bible, went to church once, and barely go to youth group. I'm behind on my bible courses, and I just don't feel as happy as I used to be than when I had this love and passion for God. I haven't prayed lately, asked for forgiveness for my sins, or really had a conversation with Jesus. Anyone can tell you; I'm a whole different person when I'm close to God. I will admit, I haven't been that person lately. I've been frustrated with people and life in general and I hate it. I know Satan is tempting me and he's winning a battle against my soul. Am I just gonna let him win and take over who I am? Of course not!

Satan is not gonna win this time like he has before. I let Satan get to me because he know I'm vulnerable and weak right now. Time for that to stop! I'm better than that. I want to be strong and have a great and wonderful relationship with Jesus. I want to have those conversations with Him through prayer and tell Him how much He is to me through music. I had my eye on a Christian university in California for when I graduate high school. I don't want to throw away everything I have worked for because of Satan. That's just what he wants.

My Bible is my shield and my faith is my armor. If Satan wants a fight, then a fight is what he's gonna get, and I will guarantee, he is not gonna win.

Satan, I'm waiting for you. Whatever you have for me, I'm ready to throw it back in your face.

Peace.Love.Happiness.Smiles
SammyJane <3

What Do You Wanna Do Before You Die?

If you have ever watched MTV's "The Buried Life", you would know that the show is about 4 guys who travel across America to achieve everything on their list "100 Things To Do Before I Die". Some of the things include asking Megan Fox to go on a date, playing basketball with President Obama; while on the road, they help other people who have a wish they want to come true before they die. I'm not sure what happened to the show but I guess they stopped making episodes, which is a shame.

So my question for YOU is what the title of this post is: What do you wanna do before you die?

Your list may contain many things, some serious or some just plain nonsense.

I'm making a new page on this blog, and it's gonna be a little different. Instead of things I wanna do before I die, I'm gonna make the goal to achieve all these things before I graduate high school. I'm gonna be a junior this year so I will have about 2 years, and I will keep track on my progress on my blog. You will find the page where my "About Me" and "Contact Me" tabs are at the top of the blog. It is called "Before I Graduate...". A lot of these are gonna be serious, but some are gonna be funny as well.

If you have a list of what you wanna do, or there is something you wanna do, go out and achieve it. The only thing that is stopping you from doing it is yourself.

Peace.Love.Happiness.Smiles.
SammyJane <3